I don't know what it is about her,
I don't know what I see.
All I know is that she can help me,
To find my way, to be free...
I look into her eyes,
And I fall into a mass of blue.
Her striking gaze pierces my face,
Searching for something she will not see,
Though if she can see me, she can see through.
I stare into her beautiful face,
And loose myself among her blue eyes
If I could I would just hold her,
And look into her eyes.
Let the love take me away,
Just to lie there, in her arms
I would fall asleep, ever so calm.
I don't know if she can see,
I don't think it would ever be.
I hope she knows that I will never leave her
Not like others that come and go.
I'll be there, to catch her as she falls
To dry her face as she cries,
Hurt by another one of them
I wish that she could see this one thing,
That I show so honestly,
It would not just be a fling
It would be oh such a proper thing
But in her eyes, thats not right.
Its not proper; its shamed upon and looked down at
I know that you had fun, that night
But I wish it had just been you and me,
And not have the other involved.
I know you enjoyed kissing me then,
You parted your lips from mine, to brush his,
To make sure he didn't feel left out.
But then, after an agonizing moment
You pushed my head up toward your mouth and kissed me again.
You went straight back to me.
Oh, how I felt like I could fly,
Oh, how I felt so free.
Then that moment ended,
When my broken heart was almost mended,
Hoping that it could happen again,
One night it did, but again with the other,
You were mostly mine that night.
My hand traveled further down, and kicked his out of the way
You liked me doing it more than him,
Only girls know how to please other girls.
As I did for you, by kissing you and pleasing you,
And you made those cute sounds,
Oh it made me want to be with you forever
Just to show my affection towards you,
Would make me the happiest person alive.
If only I could hold onto you, and never let go,
I wished I could, as we lay down
And I was hugging you, while falling asleep
How I wish I could do that every time I see you.
I was let down, the other night
I wanted to just tackle you,
And put you down onto the bed,
Just to kiss you, just to be able to hold you
But I knew I would be declined,
You would say no, and move your face away.
Thats what hurts the most.
When you were sitting on the mattress on the floor
With all the pillows and blankets round,
Oh how I wanted to join you and just lie there
With you and me cuddling, just holding each other
But I know that it could never be.
You would not be willing to sacrifice your way of life for me
I would, for you.
I would even keep it secret, what ever you would want.
Because you know
You are perfect in my eyes.
You make me smile, you give me butterflies, and your eyes draw me in
Inviting me to be a part of your life.
You may hurt me by the things you do
But you know what; I will keep coming back.
There will always be something there that pulls me back to you
Always.
There is just something about you, girl
Something that I love.
