Not Sure Anymore

Not sure what she should do now.
So much to gain, so much more to loose.
She's lieing to herself,
She's running from the truth.

She's been hurt so many times before now.
She should have learnt from the pain.
All the voices running through her head,
Yet she keep's going back, again and again.

She's numbing the pain again now.
Clinging to all she has left.
Dancing out in the garden,
Trying so hard to forget.