I can't help it
I can't stop myself
I wish I could though
Because I know
I'm gonna
Tear us apart
It will just hit me like a ton of bricks
But then it will be too late
To change anything
But I can't stop myself
From thinking things I shouldnâ??t
Everything is still spinning
Round and round in my head
I have no control over my thoughts anymore
I hate it
I really do
Because I know
Iâ??m gonna destroy us
If I keep thinking the way I am
And believe me babe
Thatâ??s the last thing I want to do
I want everything to be good
Everything to be perfect
And for you not to have any worries
The problem is though
Everything is perfect
We are fine
I realise that
But these thoughts wonâ??t leave me
I still dread going to work
In case I come back to find you gone again
If you donâ??t answer my calls or texts pronto
Iâ??m sick with worry
I canâ??t help it
I know you
Keep saying everythingâ??s fine
And you tell me not to worry
But I canâ??t not worry
You mean too much to me
For me not to
Sorry but you
Put me through hell when you left
Now your back
Iâ??m finding it so hard to believe
Your gonna stay
I donâ??t want to believe you
Because I know when I think
Everything is going great
And we are perfect
You will leave again
And i'm so scared you are going to
I couldnâ??t deal
With it again
I need to stop myself from
Thinking those thoughts
I need to banish them
Completely from my mind
Or ill ruin this for definite
