Now That You've Left

I guess that its ok to cut
Now that you're not with me
Its been 6 long and cut-less, smoke-less, drug-less weeks
I'm ready for a spree

I gave up smoking, cutting, and drugs
I did all that for you
You took away my pain and problems
But now you've left me worse off than before

I don't know if I'll try to stay clean
You're the first one ever worth fighting for
Its funny though, I'm probably not
The first to think that about you

But I really thought you were different
I thought you thought I was different
But I should've seen it long ago
We're both the same, I know.