How can i symbolize
all these well kept lies?
everyone thinks I'm depressed,
but my mind is just suppressed
with to many thoughts
but they are all I've got.
some happy, most sad;
some good, most bad.
sulking in sadness & drowning in depression;
taking it out in aggression,
trusting no one because of doubt,
is this really what life's all about?
I'm not sure why life has to be so cruel;
why every relationship must be a duel
that must be fought until the end
causing the loss of every friend.
life's never gonna be great;
we all messed it up with so many mistakes.
maybe if we could forget and forgive
but that just ain't how we live.
to my friends goodbye & so long
I'm sorry everything had to go so wrong.
for now ima live my own life
taking every new step in strife.
maybe one day
things will feel okay.
as for now
i got to go on living anyhow.
things are always going to get worse
& so what if things make me hurt.
I'll grow up & forget everyone
i don't care no more; I'm done.
