XxXx dirty xXxX

The days were long and cold,
always doing as i was told,
i was in love or so i thought,
really all we did was fought,
i threatened for it to end,
he'd say he loved me and we would mend,
i thought i was finally in love,
shouldn't have stayed with him,shouldn't have,
given into his little act,
his knowledge of my love is what he lacked,
or so i thought,
and a piece of me is what he sought,
I believed if i did,
he'd be happy with me and not throw a fit,
it started getting crazy,
our love a little hazy,
every time we were with one another,
i did stuff like another little hooker,
if thats the way it had to be,
just as love as he loved me,
always he touched no stop,
i felt as if i was gonna pop,
he used me like a tool,
made me look like a fool,
one night i told him no,
he said he'd do it nice and slow,
after our bickering thats when i gave in,
he touched me,
cuz he said he loved me,
i did some stupid things,
thinking i was his angel with wings,
thats all he ever wanted,
i was what he hunted,
i was used,
in a way abused,
no one really knows,
to do that stuff was what he chose,
he put me through hell,
i've never began to feel well,
he f**king hurt me,
and i still feel dirty.