Out Of Reach

Out of reach hopeless now,
Nothings making sense,
Crying hating understanding,
My whole life's past tense,

Rusted blade tears of blood,
Dreams of suicide,
Nothing good shall come of me,
Crimson deep subside,

Thoughtless acts of love,
A lie but not so white,
Neurotic rhymes are screamed,
Fear full black of night,

Painful lengthy mess of life,
Meaning seems to hide,
Looking for any such reason,
Subtle act of suicide,

Hate filled stare of glaring eyes,
Memories sit to corrode,
My painful steps continuing,
Along this dark and twisted road.