Um hi. I know you don't want to talk to me at all but I need to talk to you. Yesterday was a hard day. I found out that you like someone else and I was shocked. I acted in a way I shouldn't have acted and I'm sorry. Already told you I'm sorry.
A few weeks ago we talked on the phone about how I need to tell you when things were going on. You said that things wouldn't change and they didn't but that's not my fault this time. I texted you and emailed you. But you hardly ever responded. When you did the replies were short one or two word answers. How was I supposed to change things if you weren't willing to go along with it. So I guess it's not because you didn't want to talk to me but because you were too busy talking to her. I was pushed out of the way and ignored.
A while back you told me that you wouldn't be able to fall for someone else and you'd sit back and watch me go through boyfriend after boyfriend. Look like the tables have turned. It's me that's gunna sit back and watch you with her. And then the next girl and the next. Maybe not. Maybe this one is just a rebound and you'll come back to me. I miss you and I don't know if I should take you back. You barely talked to me and didn't even bother telling me about this other girl. I had to find out from her. But I adore you. It's so hard to not be your friend. With a few exceptions, You're all I've had for the last two years. You've been with me when my friends have moved, you stayed with me and helped me through my depression, you were my friend. Now you're not. Now you're just gone.
Not really a poem but i had to get out my feelings. And I did it without crying! props to me....
