Unsure

My worst fear seems to be coming true.
Am I really losing you?

Has so much changed?
Have you even noticed?

BFF doesn't really mean forever anymore.
Its just until they find someone else.

Crying myself to sleep at night,
realizing my worst fear might be coming true.

Maybe its just the devil trying to mess with me?!
But I need you to show me if you still care.

Let me know if I'm getting replaced;
So I can pick up the pieces and move on.

I'm tired of hurting, crying, and wondering,
just let me know whats going to happen next.

I don't want to lose you.
I want you in my life forever.

You have changed the person I was & helped me grow.
But you just don't take the time to notice the things around you.

-SMH
3/26/08

Not the best. Not good at all. Just a lot of emotions running through my head right now. Going through a lot. Scare of losing my best friend.