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by Toni May 23, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Waking to an overcast day clouds block my view damp mist as dense as clay dead lawn splashed with dew dreams, once a heartbeat away have dissolved in despair nightmares now haunt my way just one last prayer...will the sun rise again on my landscape? will someone tell me when i can escape? this lost place where i'm kept is now too much to bear i wandered too far as i wept now these chains i wear The warm sun won't rise here Nights are so cold Life and smiles disappear so sorrow can unfold laughs and happiness decay as i sadly travel through this spiral of death's array too tangled to unravel silence, here, seems so loud my ears burning deaf no noise penetrates my shroud only my pained breath traces of last hope evaporate i cling to my fear thoughts no longer seperate huddled in a tear so is this place my destiny? is this now my fate? will days stretch to eternity? Is it now too late?