I scream and yell yet no one listens
I know that in my life there's something missing
I think and pace and now I know
That love and happiness is what I'm missing
Every thing seemed to happen in such a rush
My father's gone and another problem is yet to come
He was my one and only best friend
With my mom there's no connection
As a matter of fact what I feel is a
Mother daughter disconnection
We fight and argue like cats and dogs
It seems she cares more about herself and fiance
To even worry about her teen daughter who
She thinks is nothing but a big drama queen
She knows her teen is in pain but
She goes on with life like nothings wrong
She seems to aways take his side for every little thing
She's turned her back on me because I speak the truth
The family and his can't get along yet she says
Her love for him she will not let go
Why can't she listen to my feelings or see how he acts
I try to talk but she won't listen
Every where I go I try hard and force my face to smile
I carry my mask so people won't see
The true real side of me
Love I try to find but it seems that every time
I think I've found it all it does is play with me
Makes me suffer and my tears form a pond
All I wanted was for someone to listen
I try to talk to my friends but it seems very different
This is a pain they cannot feel one that
Stabs the veins out your heart and cannot heal
My home is nothing but a living hell
A family that can never get along
And all this changed since my father went away
I'm not the same person I was before
The happy small child has been left to be alone
I'm now a teen with many problems I cannot disappear
I wish to talk to someone about the hurt
That will not go and will not heal
It's so hard nobody seems to listen
All they do is laugh and cause more pain
The one I thought would make me laugh
Bring me love and so much joy
Has turned his back and broke my heart
Why can't no one see the great pain I feel inside of me
A broken heart with love and pain
Ever since that person went away
Who will dance with me on that special day
Of when from a little girl into a women I turn
If my dad's not there to help me through my
Darkened lonesome world I try to talk
But still I yell and scream yet no one listens.
