Limits

Limits
Current mood: annoyed

you have tried again and again

Only always in the same way

I pity you for not knowing

the definition of this

is insanity.

fix yourself to temporary bliss

only to find that it is short lived

you can escape

but only for a moment

before reality once again takes over

you'll beg for my forgiveness

if i recall i have already given it

you say i should understand

that you are not a monster

all i hear are empty words over and over

Your like a broken record

your promises will stay the same

broken

just like they always have been

six years have not changed you

your only more diluted

your not the man i once knew

not anywhere close

your to far gone

Ive reached my limits

don't tell me to understand

don't say if i only knew

its not easy i will agree

but you have never tried

not ever not even for me

I'm so tired of this

so sick of your self pity

would you just stop

quit lying to me!

I'm at ropes end

i need room to breath

ill never be to far

but you cant stop me from leaving

more lies

they don't convince me

yes pretty pictures they do paint

but their unstable, eventually crumbling right beneath your feet.

i don't doubt your love

but you have lead me to believe

liars are forever liars

and addiction is always deceiving