Naked skin thirsty;
I need love in my life
A heart bursting for care
But not as someone's wife
A warped mind blown away
By an overwhelming need to run
From every single one of my ways
Just leave and head toward the sun
The soul of me craving to be held once again
By that very being whom just wants me close by
I can be the worst partner, but a lover that will bend
For now I'm lost in potent pleasures and just don't want to try
Hungry soul shouting at an Universe filled with ice
Wanting more but keep finding nights of lust
How will this end once I roll this fatal dice?
Will I ever be able to love and trust?
I'm retracting into a shell unaccessible to all I know
To anyone who cares enough to learn my name
I'm not ready to give, not willing too show
I feel safe with those who feel the same
Tonight underneath the stars
I once again just lie there
Licking my bloody scars
Hoping for someone
who cares
