Laying in my bed and listening to the rain
A certain thought gave my heart a sudden pain.
Just wondering and thinking so hard in my head
Do this man really love me just like he just said.
Although I feel my heart yearns for him way more
And it's like trying to penetrate through a metal door.
I feel through his touch and the sincerity in his eyes
That this man is too perfect to be putting on a descise.
Though it crosses my mind quite often giving a scare
That one day I will look around and he won't be there.
Being in love hurts and I am experiencing the effects
One thought fills my mind and then it goes to the next.
Wondering if this man I love desires me just as much,
Wondering if this man I love desires my loving touch.
Wondering if this man knows how he possess my mind,
Hoping that this man knows a woman like me is hard to find
I hope this man knows he is loved and I got his back
I hope this man acknowledge the kind of woman he got.
I feel he is a fantasy that I just really want to be true,
It just feels me with joy when he say I love you too.
I am hoping this man really loves me and try to let it show,
Because if he really didn't love me I wouldn't want to know.
