You know nothing about me

You think I’m over it
Have find new will to live
What do you know about me?
Nothing
I don’t live I function
My pain is too big
You know nothing you understand nothing

You laughing and kidding and I laugh with you
Cause you expect that from me
But when I’m alone I’m still crying
My pain is too big
You know nothing you understand nothing

You tell me of your “little problems”
and you think I’m listening but I don’t
but while you know
your problems can be solved
I go to the grave of my gf and ignite candles
My pain is too big
You know nothing you understand nothing

You say the time will ease my pain
And sometime everything will be great again
But I know these wounds time will never ease
I will never be the old me again
My pain is too big
You know nothing you understand nothing

You avoid my gf’s name
Cause you think it just makes my pain bigger
But she’s always in my thoughts anyway
Nothing is more important for me than my memories for my girl
My pain is too big
You know nothing you understand nothing

You say “life goes on“
That the way life is
I just know that I have to live although I don’t want to
Nobody asks: “are you ready to?”
My pain is too big
You know nothing you understand nothing

Therefore just one please
Don’t give me advices how I live my life
Let me be me
And if I wanted to go accept that
My pain is too big
You know nothing you understand nothing