I really had a rough sleepless night, Tossing here and there on my bed and thinking about us that night.
We all made mistakes not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt in some way and I guess i got carried away after all those arguments . I guess this issue has always been the stand block of our relationship getting worked out. I know it's been hard for you trying to understand . Perhaps I need to give you a chance to find out for yourself whether what I'm trying to make you understand is the real truth or not. Trust is very important, especially in a relationship.
I know we both said so many things to each other that we least expected, trying to find out the truth about something, it's really hard and needs much time, but I guess I got carried away by saying those words to you. I know you said you can't forgive me, neither will you forget, but I know deep down in me, I've regretted saying those things to you . Whether you accept my apology or not, I'm truly sorry for my bad words.
We need to understand each other and try to have the trust that will make this relationship work. I know you want this to work as much as I do and I still have my hopes up, never giving up on you. Let me tell you this thing that I believe in a real relationship: "It doesn't take beauty to make a relationship but the heart and the mind." I know what I've seen in you and have a special reason of choosing you.
I know sorry is just a word, I am very sorry for hurting you . You caused me pains too but and I'm really confused about everything. I much want things to be stable and that you get all the time you need to make your decision. I love you so much and never will think that I can forget you. Hope to hear from you... I remain yours ....
