My baby my child my love my heart

My baby, my child
my love, my heart.

you are the one, i held inside of me
but death for you came quickly, no longer will you be
it was not my fault, your death
i tried to protect you, i loved you

i had not begun to show much, you were so small
everyone showed me pictures, you werent bigger than a ball
but my love for you, it just wasnt enough
you choose to go away, you choose to die instead

i did my best, to make you happy
and after you were born, you would have had a puppy
but no matter how hard i tried, no matter how much i loved
you still thought i was no good, in your eyes i wasnt enough

so bye bye do i say, goodbye my dear sweet baby
one day i may try again, he may choose birth, maybe
but never will he take you place, for thats spot is reserved for you
but i wish you had choose to live, when you died apart of my heart went with you.

my baby, my child
my love, my heart.

*** this poem is about a miscarriage i had ***