Aw, this is a very sad poem.
i'm sorry to hear that you had a best friend from the past but a person you didn't get the chance to get to know him. that is very sad
=( but hey i'm sure he is watching you from above thinking how proud of you he is.

from all the things i read through your profile or comments or poems, you seem like a great guy. ^_^ so chin up buddy ^_^
at least you got a friend right here ^_^ ME! ^_^