I'm never going to be good enough am I?

The days go by fast and slow with each of them passing I feel if I have grown to never be loved again and I am afraid that it is happening all over again. My friends are going away. What am I doing wrong? When I am just being myself I never seem to impress. I feel the need to impress and I feel the need to be needed. No one ever comes to me and just breaks down no, I am just a stupid excuse for a person. And for that matter why did God even make me and then he makes my life horrible! My head isn't on straight. I look in the mirror and cry cry cry whats the point looking in my eyes, looking in my soul. I see nothing, I see emptyness, I see nothing that is worth anything! So exhausted from trying to impress no energy left for anyone else. I seem to be the one that lets everyone down when all I do is try my hardest to be the me that I used to be. Not eating, not sleeping, too busy thinking of new ways to impress. Too busy thinking about whats going to happen tomorrow and too weak to even care. Never am I ever going to be good enough for anyone never am I going to be good enough for myself.