Cut

by stillmomsgirl   Mar 27, 2008


Shes happy.
For those couple seconds the blade cuts through her skin,
shes so happy,
nothing in the world could bring her down.
She sees the blood drip down the drain
and knows shes not crazy,
she really is hurting,
its not just "all in her head".
For once shes not numb.
Nothing makes sense,
but nothing has to for those couple seconds.
The guilt kicks in,
so she gives in,
again and again, deeper and deeper,
until all she can feel is the pain.
Because the pain feels so much better than everything else,
so much better than life.
For those couple seconds,
she isnt scared.
She doesnt have to be,
the pain blocks out the fear.
She sometimes wishes it were never over,
she never had to put the blade down,
she could cut a million times,
just so everything else would fade away.
Because, maybe, if she cut enough,
she wouldnt be so afraid to die...

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  • 16 years ago

    by SilentSuicide

    A slave to the blade...by god i feel this poem too good to be healthy.

    5/5

  • 16 years ago

    by she

    Very relatable, did a really good job!

  • 16 years ago

    by Ixora

    So strong hun i was listening to "white knuckles" just to keep me from this ecstacy...this poem is meaningful and a temptation but i guess thats good it shows you write with pure emotion

    *^*crow*^*

  • 16 years ago

    by Sarah

    So good. Cutters out there, could pretty much relate to this beautifully penned piece.

    You wrote this art with so much emotional. Great JoB! 5.5

    ^_^

  • 16 years ago

    by Baby Rainbow

    Thats really good x