Is it so wrong

Sitting here,
a lot on my mind

wondering about things
things like love

is it so wrong
to be wanted

is it so wrong
to need someone

i just cant help but think
why not me

is something so
wrong with me

i feel so alone
sometimes i dont
want to go on

i feel so heartbroken
so hurt, so tired

confused, because
i always lose

this thing called love,
its killing me now

it is not my friend
just my source of pain

what went wrong
why again

i just dont
understand