The End

So I guess this is it
I guess this is the end
I never thought this letter
Was one I'd have to send

You say your tears are bitter
And bitter tears mean hate
This clock ticking in the background
Reminds me that I'm too late

Too late for sorries
And it-won't-happen-agains
My heart beat now distorted
By bursts of different pains

Tears that fall
Spill on this letter
Pitted patter raindrops
Tell me to "forget her"

But this is the ending
Of another happy parade
Kind of fitting actually
To end with a sad serenade

You always wanted a poem
Poem written about you
But, my friend, you are amazing
And this poem is over-due

I don't mean to be anti-climactic
But look how far we've come
Two days ago we were laughing
Now this poem's almost done

My friend, it is a poem
The poem of our lives
Good poems end so badly
When the writer cries

If apologies meant something to you
Then I'd give you the world
A world made up of sorries
But sorries just a word

None of it really matters
All the tears I've cried
Story time is over
I guess the hero died

Gabby, it kills me
To know that you are hurt
Words begin to fail you
When you're face down in the dirt

For what it's worth, I hope it's easy
Easy to forget
You know the one before you
Doesn't have one regret

Gabby I am sorry
I can't write anymore
My hands won't stop shaking
Shaking tears onto the floor

I'm sorry that this poem
Isn't my best verse
Emotions take away my ability to feel
So I end up writing worse

The tears tell my heart
Tell my heart I'm still alive
Heart pumps hurt throughout my veins
Bringing more tears to my eyes

Goodbye's too good a word I guess
So I'll just say it's the end
I prayed to god this letter
Wasn't one I'd have to send

I'm always here
If you need to talk
I'll be here for you
Till this ticking stops

A poem for you
And now I will pray
That one day you'll forgive me
And say "hi" one day

I can't make this easy
I'm too easy to forget
My hands are shaking
My face is cold and wet

I pray that maybe one day
Those tears won't be of hate
But now you need to get some sleep
The hour is getting late

I hope you can find it
Cause I need my friend
Take the tears out of my eyes
Don't let this be The End

Hardest poem I've ever had to write, and end. Forgive me, please I'm so lost right now. Gabby goodnight, I'm so sorry.

~its amazing what a simple apology can do when you mean it~

ps gabby- im sorry my poem doesn't accurately reflect your amazingness ;)