Her forbiddence is unbearable. This restraint is choking me not seeing you may drive me Crazy!
I'm scared there wont be an us. Thats what she want ,because she does not trust, and i some what understand, but her forbiddence is unbearable. The lump of sadness in my throat is growing, soon i might not breathe. The heaviness of longing in my heart and on my chest is hurting, and is growing with everyday without you...I'm afraid of being crushed, I'm afraid of there not being an "us" I'm getting weary. I'm short of breathe. I wish she knew how much i love you
