Fake life due to fake people..

If they call life is fair and good
if you really understand it , if you really knew how to deal with it..
if they say " Babe that is life, day up and others down"
if that is really life... so why do not you stop complaining
about the misery and pain you are passing through!
even if you felt happy for a second
the following minute you think about your sadness!!
so where to go to..
life is really fair and good but if you only wanted it to be like that
if you gave up your sadness
and focused on your happiness
if you gave up people
and depend only on your self
simply because fake people end you up with fake life
they make you live in dreams which you do not own
they make you feel odd and happy which is not how you really feel..
fake people simply make fake deals
if a friend says i do care as well, i am your best friend
but behind your back he simply says
"well, i did not mean a best friend, i meant just a normal friend"
when you fall in love you take the step
you say"i love you" .. and the other says ..
" Oh you are too good for me, i do not deserve you, i do not want to be disloyal to you"
and from your back they simply say
"How can i be in love with her..maybe i like her but i do not want to love her"

people keep on saying weird things and after that they say no we did not mean what we really said..
tell me.. if you say I am you best friend, so what is the other meaning it has apart from being a keen and caring friend!!
if you say I love you, what other meaning does it have apart from i wanna spend the rest of my life with you..
people you are all fake, such as the words you say
such as the life you are trying to give to me
which i do not really belong to..
now all what i will do.. is to give up my fake life
to give up you fake people
to give up the fake dreams you gave to me
and focus on my new life.. my true dreams
even if it is going to be harder
but i'd rather spend my life following true dreams
apart from following un reachable ones..
because life can be true if you want it really to be ..