IT HURTS TOO MUCH

I had good friends in my life , that i miss so much, its hurts so much that my heart has cuts, some times i pray too god letting him know that im tired of losing so much. at times i sit down and start to think too much, i think about the good and bad times we had as kids and adults, the laughter, cook outs and how we love eachother so much. the love we shared as a group and a bunch, so i pray to god to treat them as they treated me with love and respect,so god please stop hurting me because its hurting too much..