I love you

I walk with you to class
i bump into you on purpose
i hug you when i can
and i do things
to make you notice me

i say things i dint mean
i try to make myself skinny
i cut my wrists
and i cry myself
to sleep

i call you every night
and i have pictures of
you on my wall
i think to myself
you're not worth it
but i know you really are
i dream about you
i think about your smile

i fall to the ground
crying out
but you're the only
one who's never heard

i tell you jokes
i make you laugh
i tickle you for fun
i anger you so you
can say it's okay
and i pout to make
you hug me

i steal your jacket
saying I'm cold
but i just like to
smell you on it

i give you things
i write you poems
that you'll never
read
and even if you did
you'd never know
they were for you

and when i see
you with that
girl that you claim
as just a friend
i know you like her
as more
but you say you
really don't
she likes you
and i know there's
gotta be something more

but as for now
before something
else is said
let me just say
I LOVE YOU
i always will
and i always have...