The day i almost died along with you

I walked through the door leading to the hall
the phone rang but i wish we didn't answer it now that i know
it was a sad voice saying sit down , i got some news thats gonna hurt
all i saw was she fell to the floor and i began screaming to her what's gone wrong?
i didn't get an answer All i got was a look
and she called us both in and said grandpa died today................
i cried so hard i couldn't breathe
i had just seen him yesterday on Easter, he looked alright to me
he didn't seem sick
but god took him unexpectedly
i ran to the hall way and i pounded my fist up against the wall and cried out to god
how could you do this to me ,now
how could you take him away
i remember that day like it was yesterday and the tears fall as i sit here now
3 years today and I'm still crying jut because you missed out on so much
i promised myself the day we laid you down that i would never forget you
i would always remember the days that we shared and how much time meant to me
memories fade but pictures are forever and one day I'll be proud to see you again
the day that you left you left us all here alone crying for you
i almost died that day if i cried any harder i think my heart would pop out of my chest and i swear I've missed you ever since that day i kissed your cheek goodbye
i never thought pain could hurt this bad
but in the end
I'll see you again
it's been hard but we move forward
i will always love you
i will never forget you.

This poem everything in it really happened , my grandpa died 3 years ago on March 28th, 2005. So if you don't like the poem OK, but if you do then please comment on it. i would greatly appreciate it. In loving memory Grandpa Ray.