I close my eyes one last time
Is it right that I'm all alone?
Why did I feel so much guilt running through my head?
I tried to find my bed in all the darkness
But I tripped over air that was supposed to be on my side
There you were, opening a place for me to lay
Next thing I knew, I was in your arms
You rubbed my waist as I felt a tinge go through my body
And suddenly we landed in a place so far from where we started
I wanted to make you trust me, love me the way you loved her
But tonight all I want to do is close my eyes permanently
And forget everything I told you
You stroked my hair and I couldn't breathe
Why was it so uncomfortable?
Why did I give in?
Couldn't you see by the way I looked in your eyes?
But tonight I'm all alone in an empty bed
Just praying you would hold me again
Just praying it would be another dark night
Praying I could be that little helpless girl in the corner again