I don't I can't

I can't help but think
About all I wasted on you.

I don't know how I thought
that your love was actually true

I can't imagine how you
tricked me into believing

I don't know why
I always thought you were leaving

But now I can think
I wasted t days and weeks

Now I know how
You played me for a freak

I can imagine how
you said "I love you"

I know why
Because I loved you too

and know you've left
And I am crying
I'm miserable,,
I think my soul is dying.