It's What's Slowly Killing Me

I've hated silence ever since.
Silence reminds me of you.

Darkness scared me ever since.
Because whenever I close my eyes,
I see you.

The silence,
The darkness,
It's what wakes my heart to reallity.
The reality that you're still the one I need.

The silence and the darkness,
It's you that keeps on haunting me.

I close my eyes,
There was silence, darkness,
I hear my heart beat heavily.
I hear my heart,
Still crying out for you endlessly.

All these years, I've lived a pretentious life.
I've avoided silence and darkness
For it's what's slowly killing me.