Unspeakable Pain

I

Don't want to love you
Don't want to remember

But I'm

Always thinking of you
Still under your spell

And

After every lie you've said
Every time you cheated

I shouldn't

Want to be with you
Care for you like i do

I know

You'll never change
You'll never want me back

Torn between

Following my heart
Following my head

The wrong choice

Would to be with you
Is following my heart

Getting over you

Isn't that easy
Is what i have to do

The unspeakable pain

Is knowing the truth
Is not wanting to be in love