Hate that I love You

Why do I hate all of you
but at the same time be so in love with you?

Is it the way you treated me that made me fall in love with you?
But at the same time the way you gave an excuse
at why this couldn't be anymore?

I hate you because you made me fall in love.
But I love you because you made me believe in
it once more.

I hate that when I think of you, all my feelings
rush back.
I love to think of you because those were one of
my happiest moments.

Why do I hate and love you at the same time?
I think I just hate that I still love you...