Theres a sadness that only I miss,
Hidden behind my momentary bliss,
I long for it, it calls to me,
And I answer this call blindly,
Drifting like a drone without a brain,
Walking around, acting completely insane,
Screaming insanity that tears my vision,
Always making me choose the wrong decision,
I shake when I see the normality,
Because I could never fit the formality,
My hairs never right, I'm not attractive,
As far as sports, I've never been active,
My clothes have a dull/boring style,
I can only manage a half-assed smile,
My 12/16 vision causes me to wear glasses,
Categorizing me in the so-called nerdy masses,
Girls would never bother to look my way,
Nor could I ever find the words to say,
My friends think porn is the best thing,
Endangering my ears to bleed when they sing,
We're constantly picked on and cast aside,
Even though every rule they make - we abide,
It hurts, always feeling like a freak,
But thats just who I am - a geek
