darkness

I see colors all around,
Yet my life is so dark.
I remember when it was just like,
Another walk in the park.
But now every things complicated,
I have pain that lives within,
And only comes out
In the form of a sin.
My heart needs to feel love,
My soul needs to feel complete.
But i don't feel any of that,
I feel emptiness and defeat.
I've given up on hope,
I've given up on dreams.
I can no longer see,
Everything my life means.
I'm falling into a hole,
With no one to pull me back.
I'm losing all control,
My world is going black.
My past ..........it can not be,
My present is too hardcore.
My future will not withhold me,
My life will be no more.
This is a poem of darkness,
Of depression and despair.
I am a girl of sadness,
Knowing i have no one there.