Hiding everything

Behind every smile of mine, behind every laugh
Is a girl that hates her life and doesn't want it to last.
She cuts herself every single day.
She knows no one can understand this pain.
Its the only way to relieve what hurts inside.
Its how she releases everything, which she cannot confide.
She cries and cries when she's alone hiding in her room.
She just wants to die. The day will never come too soon.
So next time you look at me and I'm smiling.
Remember all the pain inside that I'm hiding.