Letting Go of You

by Holly   Mar 29, 2008


Once upon a time, when i was lost in my thoughts
lost in my own mind...
I'd think of you and everything would be okay,
but now when i think of you, my world falls apart,

And now I'm finally letting go,
Letting go of you,
Letting go of my love for you,
Letting go of the way i feel inside,
How do i feel? ..empty,
How do i feel? ..empty

For so long I've kept my thoughts..bottled up inside,
Forgive me, but I don't love you,
If i can say goodbye this easily, then I never did love you In the first place.
But there is someone I do love,
Someone who makes that emptiness disappear
And I can never stop loving him,
He's all I ever think about,

So now, I'm finally letting go,
Letting go of you,
Letting go of my love for you,
Letting go of the way i feel inside,
How do I feel? ...Empty,
How do I feel? ...Empty.

You may never read this, but I hope you do,
So that you know I never did love you,
All those times you made me cry,
All those times I'd take pills, wishing that I'd die,
All the times that i cut, hoping for the end...

But now I'm finally letting go,
Letting go of you,
Letting go of my love for you,
Letting go of the way i feel inside,
How do i feel? Empty,
How do i fell? Empty

Before I can let go and forget,
I have to let go of my thoughts,
I don't see how I ever though I loved you.
you were such an A ss, and ya know I've thought about it, and,
How do I know I truly love *****??
I sat and thought about that for the longest time...and,
I don't feel the same way I did about you,
I don't see why it took me so long to see,
that he's perfect, at least perfect for me.
And I've hurt him before because I was being stupid and thought I loved you,
so..if i just let go of you, i know I'll never hurt him again,

So now I'm letting go,
Letting go of you,
Letting go of my love for you,
Letting go of the way i feel inside,
How do I feel? empty!
How do i feel? empty!!
so..******...I just want you to know..
that I don't love you, I hate almost everything about you...

I've finally let go,
I've let go of you,
I've let go of my love for you,
I've let go of the way i feel inside...

A new beginning...
How do I feel?
Wonderful
How do I feel?
WONDERFUL!!!!
Steve...,
take my hand
hold it tight,
and never let go.

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