Worries // Happiness

There always has to be something on my mind
For different reasons I struggle but can not find
Something that strains me with limits from being completely happy
Something that's inside me
Keeps me from being free and not having a thing to think or worry about
A thought or a feeling or a doubt
Sometimes I wish I can just be a little more selfish than I am
And think a little about myself
Instead of worrying about what-ifs
And worries that don't seem to end
Because I know that if I could just let it be
Things will work out perfectly
Why can't I just surrender to happiness?
Let it invade my mind and conquer me
Let go of all the worries
And for once forget about sadness & stories
Why do I have to get too involved?
Trying to get everything solved
Why can't I let go?