I thought you were "it" my best friend the one i looked up to, the one that would hold me, the one who was always there when i cryed, i thought u were him. Now..its like its gone and its time to be moving on..yet im scared if i let go ill never stop thinking about u, ill never stop wondering what your doing, asking myself what is he thinking about, i just dont know if i could handle missing u. It will hurt to much. I know i dont love u..but i know its something special i mean im only in 8th grade..is this still in my head? what is this?what did i get myself into??
