Just a wish, and dream and hope away.

by DaMaGeD DiSaStEr   May 23, 2004


Looking the mirror, grossed out by my reflection.
I could end it all in a matter of seconds
So many things I wish weren't the same.
Then I wouldn't have to live with the pain.
My hair,my clothes, everythings all not right.
This is why I cry at night.
So many tries, just to look really thin.
this is a fight, I just can't win
I want my eating disorders to take a toll
I wish they would, along with everything else to change, but it's something I can't control.

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  • 20 years ago

    by DaMaGeD DiSaStEr

    I know Katelyn. Sometimes it just seems that there are so many people prettier then me out there. And it makes me jealous, cuz they have it all, and then they are like makeing fun of me. J.Z for 1.

  • 20 years ago

    by _____Shes star Struck_____

    Kendra baby girl your like my sister...Family to me...I love you so very dearly why do you hold all of this in...hunny you can talk to me whenever whether it be online or on the phone....You used to be so viberant and Ive watched you whither to an almost dead flower petal Open back up choose to glow youve got the choice...Look at me I used to be just as you are...probly seeper in my own angst and now Im slowly begining to glow again and excepting myself for who I am...And No matter what you look like or the weight you are your a very beautiful person Just remember that Im here to talk to, to cry to, to hold you when your in the middle or an emotional break down. I love you to death
    Katie-

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