Are you Happy Now?

Why do you insisit on hurting me,
Beating, slaping and degrading me,
It hurts way to much,
To continue living this way,
I don't think I can last any longer,
So many rules I have to follow,
Why do you do this to me?
You know, I wish I could Change,
So you would love me.
As I love you.
So you don't hurt me,
Even if I deserve it.
There are times I wish we never met,
There are times I need you,
Time I love you.
But most of the time,
I wish I could hate you,
Because it hurts me,
To see you this way.
My mind can't take much more,
I know its already broken,
It's been that way for a while,
I want to say good-bye to you,
But the words can't come out of my mouth,
I wish It didn't have to be this way.
So good-bye for now,
I know you won't get this,
I don't have the courage.
But I have one question to ask,
Are you happy now?