Facade

What are these sirens,
they draw me out,
it's me screaming,
and I feel my lips begin to pout.

my eyes are welling up,
so many tears I've pushed down,
maybe if I'd let them out,
inside I wouldn't have drown.

drown the happiness,
it's been gone for song long,
feel all this anger,
I'm still trying to hold on.

put on a facade,
for everyone to see,
it's so much easier,
than explaining me.

need someone to need me,
'cause right now nothing seems worth it.
need someone to hold me,
and let me cry a little bit.