As i lay in bed thinking about my life
the only thing that makes sense is to be your wife
but as usual i come back to reality
and you are with someone who is truly lucky
I want to be the one you love
but above all else i just want to you to be happy
You told me a couple of days ago
that you were contemplating getting married
My heart dropped and i was beat
I lost my head and couldn't feel my feet
I sat down to get a grasp of reality
for this step brought all that i was feeling to a huge feeling of finality
I have loved you for ever
and in that moment i knew that my love would not endeavor
I have been put in my place and that is to be your best friend
A blow to the heart that will surely never mend
But as i am still laying here going through all these emotions
i have came to what is my number one devotion
To you I am and always have been your friend first
and as i always have i will stand beside you and agree on every choice
I will be supportive and give you advise
and be at your wedding to make sure everything is going well and all is suffice
See i truly love you with all my heart
and I'm a big enough person to not put up a fight
I wish you the best in your life
and when it hurts and cuts like a knife
i will be here to help things feel alright
