Blue Pills

Please tell me why you do what you do
What's it like to be so numb
The little blue pill is all you pursue
I'm left behind.
So naive. So dumb.
If I only knew what you were looking for
I don't even compare to the "Blue Pill"
Hoping that one would be enough, but you still want more
More Blue pills
Secrets come to the surface. But kept quietly inside of me
When you don't have them you are horrid
When you do have them. I am not who you want me to be
You have made a choice
Blue Pills or me?
In this equation
I have no voice