Horrid pain
mental depression
joy has become
my new obsession.
screams and crys
searching for a way to stop
but everytime joy starts up,
it only drops.
dark clouds
of pain and misery
hurting my soul
flaring my fury.
hanging drops
from a living face
but inside is dead
and out of place.
killing torture,
of dark days
where inside,
horrible pain plays.