You've beat me, teased me,
Gave me hope of a better life,
But again you lied to me,
Blinded me yet again,
Smashing me into pieces,
Reminding me how you hurt me.
First time, I believed you,
Second time, I forgave you,
Third time, I left everything,
Walked away for two years,
I couldn't handle the abuse anymore,
So I just walked away from everything.
So when I come back to you,
Chain me down and never let me leave,
It might be the last time you see me,
Whip me and don't let me forget,
Because I need to remember why,
Why I deserted you when you hurt me.