(Part 1)
A sorrowful heart filled with regrets,
Lonely tears streaming down her face,
Is this the way a life should be?
Spending each day wondering,
"Am I really worth anything?"
As she reaches down in her heart,
she realizes she is misplaced.
She tries to grasp her only question.
"Does anyone love me for who I am?
Can they possibly know what I feel,
when all they are ever able to witness
is a fake smile on the outside of me?"
Should life really have to be lived as a lie?
Deceiving and misleading them to think
that she's okay and that she's happy
just the way she is.
The truth is she's dieing inside.
Her joy has faded along with her heart
and her old smile.
All the hurtful words cut deep,
The teasing from all those around her
stuck with her everywhere she went.
Her friends try to understand,
but how can they know how it feels to be abandoned?
She's the one who ends up walking alone.
The whole time asking herself,
"What is wrong with me?"
It seems she's always second.
Is it too much to want to be thought of
as special for once?
So she can live knowing
that someone needs her.
Then maybe it would be possible that,
she can live her life with a feeling
that she has meaning
(Part 2)
No, life shouldn't be lived this way!
There's a God who does love me.
I know this because;
All those night I spent alone crying
and feeling so low,
never stayed with me forever.
He gave me each new morning.
Even though they may end.
Leaving me feeling abandoned every time,
God is always right by my side.
He has always been the only one there;
The only one to make me feel
as if I am an individual!
It is tough to realize this though
It is indescribable what a difference
God has made in my life;
I no longer have to lift my own problems.
I know I always have His shoulder to lean on.
I have realized that my Father made me.
He gave me each and every one of my imperfections.
And it amazes me how,
He always seems to look behind them
and see my heart and my feelings.
So,I can live a life with meaning!
