A boat that didnt float

If only I could count how many times
Times you lied when I thought It was the truth.
You filled me full of hope as the days went by,
Hope of the better days to come,
I was always filled with the anchor of hope
But my anchor seem to never be there.
Never was I settled
Still drifting not realizing I was moving,
Moving deeper into what wasnt reality.
Caught up in this thing called Love.
Love was something on my end of the chain,
Fake was the anchor I thought was my safety.
Safety isnt always what we seem.
If this is your love I dont want it.
Something that shouldnt have to be hurtful,
My boat dont float no more.
Its definitly sunk, to many holes in its foundation.
Im drownding, no life gaurd in sight.
I give up,
I,ll let you win
Im done this fight.