My Dearest Dream

I close my eyes,
And opened them to a new image,
One were you don't exist,
Were life is nothing but a dream,

You calling my name,
Is not real to me,
You touching my skin,
Is not what you think,

Me running away,
Pass you is no way,
Nothing you say,
Will make me stay,

I am deeply asleep,
I don't feel you anymore,
Don't wake me up,
Let me dream more and more,

Numb by pain,
Here with you,
there is nothing to gain,
that's the truth,

Without you i'm better,
Nothing hurts me,
Nor you or the weather,
That's the way it should be,

I'm happy sleeping and not waking up,
In my sleep you can't hurt me,
And i can not hide,
Believe me this is fun,

I am not dying
nor crying,
I am alive,
and excited,

Please leave me alone,
That's the way i was born,
I don't need you,
anymore,

You weren't there for me,
Now let me breath,
I'll try to live,
In that i believe,

Things from the past,
Showed me in you i cannot trust,
I'll leave you behind,
So i won't be blind,

Even if i do wake up,
i'll tell you this,
I will forget you,
if that's the last thing
I DO...