Meaning Of My Cries

As I sit here in class
Trying to hide my pain
Inside I'm breaking down
My cries still remain

I thought we were close
But I'm being pushed away
By what I see and hear
From people everyday

You say you want me to be happy
And I want the same too
But I'm the only one keeping my promise
Which is more that I can say for you

I have told you I loved you
And that you already knew
But I don't think you get the concept
That I would die for you

I wish you could love me
Not the other girl you talk about
I cry every time you mention her
My heart is falling out

Someday I'll have faith to tell you,
Of all I feel inside,
The love, and hope
And the meanings of my cries