You wonder why i never talk of myself
You think me mysterious as an elf
You want to see me, know and hear
But i won't ever let you near
I'm quiet, sad, and reside in your thoughts
I get through each day with energy shots
You don't know me, i won't let you
I'm scared to tell you and feel rather blue
I hide 'cuz once they know me, they don't want me
And i've been through too much of this you see
Every year i just feel so out grown
I'm sick of being feeling so empty and alone
I wish just once that they would stay
You can't know me, not that way
At a distance you're still my best friend
But if i let you in, you'll be just like them
You bug to know after so many months
I'm starting to break and give into trust
I spill you my heart, tell you who i am
You swore to stay and take my hand
I stand here waiting for you with joy
But you never come, you found a new toy
I knew this way coming, knew i was a fool
To show you the real me and expect you to pull through
I still see you everyday
I still care if you're okay
To even talk to me is a chore
Don't bother noticing me anymore
From your thoughts, from your heart, i'll slowly fade
I don't care i'm used to it, i'll melt in the shade
Now someone else comes along
They claim they'll make me strong
A battle takes plac in my mind, but in the end
I know they can't know me and be my friend
